carnivale

Crawling...Walking...Climbing...Running...Falling...
empty silence long narrow road
hazy shadow from dimmed street lights
couples of open doors
smiles on face, few genuine some don't know what is
fanfare knocked the senses
unleashed thoughts and words
radiant lights strikes
be blinded or not?
hope forever cheers
wish carnivale

Valentine!

For : you know who you are! hahahaha ;p

if only....

if only people freely speak their mind and heart out

false assumptions will be gone
heartache will be avoidable
matters won't be unresolved
waiting in vain won't be happenin

BUT

thrill of life will be gone
satisfaction won't stay long
achievement is not perfect
days will be boring

When I die.....

From time to time in my life, I always wonder what it is like when I die? Particularly on the funeral service and what will my forever resting place would be like. This could be an odd thing to talk about for some people, but hey since long-long time ago (BC) all the Chinese Emperors were busy building their own grave during most of their living life. I guess they were competing against each other building the best and biggest grave mansion. Look at this amazing Xian-Terracota Warriors built to protect the dead emperor, since he was afraid of being all alone.

Once saw in movie, how The Viking burry their fellows. Since I love the sea sooo much, it would be nice having this kind of service. You can feel the sorrow in such a beautiful way. The mourning moments becomes very magical.

The breathtaking cermon

Off it goes, to the darkness of night

But when I think about it again, would it be nice when from time to time people whom you cared for visit you, give you flower, pray for you and silently say how they miss you so much?

Yes, It would be very nice and I would love this so much!

When I imagined how it looks like, it brought tears to my eyes ;p Can I be a person, whom her funeral would be lot of turn ups. Where there will be lots of good friends sharing their "moments with me" to each other.

This thoughts made me soo wanna be a better person whom smile a lot more, be kind a lot more, and erase hatred a lot more ;p

In the name of The Father, The Son, and The Holy Spirit. Amen!

new SOS CD!

News Flash!! Just got a fresh brand new Swing Out Sister CD - 2005 Live in Tokyo!! Yipppeeeee :))

Just arrived this morning and totally made my day!

Vampire the beautiful clan

Vampire has been quite a popular story to tell ever since they started creating silent movies. Maybe if I do more research, I bet it's actually already a familiar term with the history of humankind. Honestly I'm fascinated by this world of Vampires. They always been pictured as this cool and high society clan whom loves to party soo hard and they dresses nice too! There is something alluring about them, maybe becoz of their portrait of beautiful and sensual being!

Do I believe that we live side by side by Vampires? Hell yeah! It's most likely to be true :) Immortality is the main thing that they offered! It's actually a bit sad if I were a Vampire and watch the people that I love dies and the world changes. Kinda lonely. But that is Vampire all about "loneliness".

As I were saying, they are such a beautiful creature. Here's to name a few whom I think suited as one.

Will you look at that sharp cheek bone, pale fair skin and sharp eyes! I think you would agree with me

yep yep the sensual one! again things in common high cheek bone, pale fair skin and pair of sharp looks!

Well some vampires also have that bubbly personality but STILL bitchy! :)

Well not too sure bout this one. Probably for the fact that he's not the pure blood kind and afterall he's a daywalker. Vampires are supposed to be nocturnal!

definitely don't know about this one. Actually don't even know what kind he is.

She can pass the pale fair skin test! Just becos she is truly beautiful he he he he :)

All time favorite!! Such a classic :))

Isn't she beautiful!!

oldies

Was browsing at old pictures, and there they were pictures taken from my gone genio.

(a view of the dangling stuff in the car)

This car has definetely gone through a lot with me. Died on me coz of the big flood in 2002. Becoming so fragile on the radiator ;p had to keep pouring mineral water when the temp went up ;p Silent witness of my sorrow and happiness. Been driven by quite a few guys I dated hahaha :))

You see a car is almost like your imaginary best friend! They say it is like choosing your soul mate.

(serious me in suit drivin - honestly can't engage in serious talk when drivin!)

Bye car! hope somebody nice is taking a good care of you mwachhh xx

dream car

This year's resolution : stickering my car! muahahahhaha :))

Missing U Girls....

Soft cushions, warm heart
appetizing aroma, euphoric laughter
Fancy dresses, fun nights
Sitcoms, sweet fantasies
Bitter tears, tight hugs soothing words

Traffic jams, taking a rain check
Infinite meetings, lacking energy
Responsibilities, more people to love
Mature, solitary life
So little time, too much to do