cameleon

I find human adaptability is amazing. Although most of us can't change our skin color to reflect the surrounding (yes I do believe, there are people in this world with super cool power) I'd say human race in general is designed to evolve and do what it must to do (including change) to survive.

Some years ago in my early young adults year, I almost did not need anybody to do things. Borderline with anti-social, I was 'almost' in my own bubble. I was truly having fun with myself  and need not any peers acceptance to do whatever. Blue hair, tatts, nose pierce to the simplest thing of watching movie in theatre alone. The point is I had no one then. Hence I trained my brain that it is perfectly ok to be alone.


Now that I have found my other half, I hardly do not have the need to do things on my own anymore. I learned to depend on someone, I learned to share and I learned to be a pair. And the thought of being alone honestly does freak me out sometimes, what I mean by 'alone' if ever my other half needs to be somewhere for a period of time. Like now, it's been almost a week now that I'm home alone, but It's getting better especially now aston and villa are kicking the keyboards with their heads. Time for some serious stroking session.